FVCKSOSIMPLE.

#Reply: No problem, I’m happy we’re connected. I’m happy with my life now, nothing to ask or to worry about. I’ll just share something, months ago you’ve became more like a celebrity at Lyceum. Like whut? Almost all of the people were asking “Do you know ____?”  I’m actually puzzled that time, what’s with that person? Is he a boy, is she a girl? Are we connected? Is she/he a celebrity? What’s with us? Even people whom I don’t know asked me about you. Only to find out that rumors about your name is posted in facebook, unfortunately, I didn’t get the chance to see about the much talked about status ‘cause I’m blocked at the his (other person involved) account. 

Before entering our classroom that time, I remembered my smile is fading because I’m really puzzled about the only name they’re asking. The last person who greeted me and..yesssss.. asked me about the news was answered by me this way “BAKA ARTISTA.” -laughs. Not knowing about everything, I entered our room and yes they were all seeking to hug me, then someone told me. I was the emcee for our student-parent gathering that time, I leaved the room and ran at the nearest comfort room trying to look for water to was my eyes. Ondoy was barely coming out my eyes. Luckily someone greeted me and he makes me laugh, I went back our room and was trying to practice my spills for the program when I saw my best friend Kinno and gave me a hug. All of a sudden I broke down in tears, it was like a scene in a drama movie. All of the people who were at the area was like watching a mellow dramatic movie while they all want to cry with me. NAKAKADALA nga daw ako. The way I sat down in my best friend’s hug, our classmates ran out of our classroom and they all bared with me. Hugged me, kissed me, caressed me. Touching! Grabe break down ko non. 

Ikaw yung taong masarap makitang nakangiti, masarap katawanan. Pero ikaw din yung taong mahirap makitang UMIIYAK. Nakakadala. Nakakadurog ng puso. -Pinaka gagong classmate ko told me this.

The moment we were so broken, yung moment na he don’t want to talk to me, or to even see my face. That was the same moment that you came. And yessss, even though millions(literally) of people were asking what happened, why do we came to a point na I have one, and finally, he has his another one too. #bagong baby ni popoy. 

Can’t explain how broken and devastated my feeling the moment I knew that he might be happy with someone else. Hehe. I can’t explain how I felt for you that time either. But one thing’s for sure I wanna be your friend. All is over. All is better.